Christmas is here but as she goes downstairs to check under her Christmas tree something she always  wanted was still not there and she is wondering where the only present she asked for could be on this day which was the only thing she ever wanted and still did not appear under her tree ....she only asked for one thing

It is a day away from Christmas and she is excited but disappointed as well
she feels there is something missing and can't get ahold of
With hope she believes that the holidays will let her forget before she returns to her regular day schedule

That special place she loved to go relax at has turned to a place she would like to avoid and not return but she can not turn away from it but she loves this place and every time she returns she remembers about that one special moment she spent with that supposed special someone but it was temporary, she tries to forget but succeeds and when she returns to that special place all her success is again blocked and a picture of them appears in her mind of that one special moment they spent together at that special place............

Deep down her heart 

There she sits just wondering and wondering 

She feels this pain and is not sure what it is 

She clutches her hand across her heart 

Still clutching her heart she screams

"Why me...Why "

Pain runs through her heart and it comes

and goes 

If she would have not fallen 

The way she did for this guy 

she would still be herself 

But no she realizes that he was a jerk 

and still is 

It was probably wrong of her to ignore him the way she did 

but she is not sure why she acted this way 

she felt hurt and used 

For she found out something she shouldn't have 

It wouldn't have happened in the first place 

if he would have had said something 

Well things happen for a reason but 

she got carried away 

"Over a little time with him "

The phrase "This is our little secret"

Come in and out of  her head 

But as the pain in her heart clams down 

she wonders does he even remember or was it just 

a simple thing that he doesn't want to look back at 

As she sits there just wondering and wondering

Anonymous 

“When you have a good friend that really cares for you and tries to stick in there with you, you treat them like nothing. Learn to be a good friend because one day you're gonna look up and say I lost a good friend. Learn how to be respectful to your friends, don't just start arguments with them and don't tell them the reason, always remember your friends will be there quicker than your family. Learn to remember you got great friends, don't forget that and they will always care for you no matter what. Always remember to smile and look up at what you got in life.”
― Marilyn Monroe

I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel.

-Maya Angelou

Where there is a will, there is a way. If there is a chance in a million that you can do something, anything, to keep what you want from ending, do it. Pry the door open or, if need be, wedge your foot in that door and keep it open.

-Pauline Kael

We are taught you must blame your father, your sisters, your brothers, the school, the teachers - but never blame yourself. It's never your fault. But it's always your fault, because if you wanted to change you're the one who has got to change.

-Katharine Hepburn

You are not here merely to make a living. You are here in order to enable the world to live more amply, with greater vision, with a finer spirit of hope and achievement. You are here to enrich the world, and you impoverish yourself if you forget the errand.

-Woodrow Wilson

Maybe this is a sign, I've been blind to reality...... You seemed so interested, could you tell me was it real or was it all in my head.........
--M.C

I see you with her and it crushes me inside, Guess I should stop thinking about you all the time, maybe this is what i need after all ....
--M.C

“Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter, and those who matter don't mind.”
― Bernard M. Baruch

Sitting there the girl who once believed everything was a fairy tale and that her prince charming was going to rescue her now has realized that she has been living in a lie and does not feel like her normal self she feel insecure and the prince charming she thought was going to rescue her turned out to be someone else she had expected and does not know what to do for the reason that she feels hurt but she tries to return her smile like it  was before but she knows its a fake smile although the rest of the world does not know about her fake smile......
--Anonymous

There was a girl who feels confused and she once wrote
"I don't know what to do anymore it really, really sucks that I get to see you everyday and you just act like nothing ever happened.
You know how that makes me feel..... Well I Guess not because you keep doing what you are doing to me and it is unfair ....., you told me all of these things like you would never forget but I feel like you have... you said that all you were looking for was a friendship well I guess not because I was just the wind in your way you didn't care if I blew or not.... but you did say a lot of things that now I think were all lies and not the complete truth, but I guess you might know how I feel or I guess not"
-C.L

That girl who knew she wasn't perfect but tired to be for you, That girl who wanted nothing more but to be there for you and love you was the only way she could. The girl who sees your flaws but values them as much That girl who still can't bring her self to hate you even though you probably deserve it, The girl who should have you but doesn't
 -Lily L

A true lover always feels in debt to the one he loves.

-Ralph W. Sockman

"I was the flower and you were the wind  who just blew right past me and did not care if you hurt me or not ...."
--C.L

“Cause sometimes, you just feel tired. Feel weak. And when you feel weak, you feel like you wanna just give up. But you gotta search within you. You gotta find that inner strength, and just pull that shit out of you. And get that motivation to NOT give up and NOT be a quitter. No matter how bad you wanna just fall flat on your face and collapse.”
― Eminem

“Deep grief sometimes is almost like a specific location, a coordinate on a map of time. When you are standing in that forest of sorrow, you cannot imagine that you could ever find your way to a better place. But if someone can assure you that they themselves have stood in that same place, and now have moved on, sometimes this will bring hope”
― Elizabeth Gilbert, Eat, Pray, Love

“It was easy to idealize someone you barely knew.”
― Nicholas Sparks, The Lucky One

“Sometimes the most ordinary things could be made extraordinary, simply by doing them with the right people.”
― Nicholas Sparks

“It was their secret, a secret meant for just the two of them, and she'd never been able to imagine how it would sound coming from someone else. But, somehow, he made it sound just right.”
― Nicholas Sparks, The Lucky One

Everyone thinks of Changing the world, but no one thinks of changing themselves.
 -Leo Tolstoy

“I am nothing special, of this I am sure. I am a common man with common thoughts and I've led a common life. There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten, but I've loved another with all my heart and soul, and to me, this has always been enough..” ― Nicholas Sparks, The Notebook

“They didn’t agree on much. In fact, they didn’t agree on anything. They fought all the time and challenged each other every day. But despite their differences, they had one important thing in common. They were crazy about each other.”
― Nicholas Sparks, The Notebook

“I’m in love with you, and I’m not in the business of denying myself the simple pleasure of saying true things. I’m in love with you, and I know that love is just a shout into the void, and that oblivion is inevitable, and that we’re all doomed and that there will come a day when all our labor has been returned to dust, and I know the sun will swallow the only earth we’ll ever have, and I am in love with you.”

-John Green (Fault in Our Stars)

“Because you are beautiful. I enjoy looking at beautiful people, and I decided a while ago not to deny myself the simpler pleasures of existence”
― John Green, The Fault in Our Stars

“You don't get to choose if you get hurt in this world...but you do have some say in who hurts you. I like my choices.”
― John Green, The Fault in Our Stars