Carla

Deep down her heart 

There she sits just wondering and wondering 

She feels this pain and is not sure what it is 

She clutches her hand across her heart 

Still clutching her heart she screams

"Why me...Why "

Pain runs through her heart and it comes

and goes 

If she would have not fallen 

The way she did for this guy 

she would still be herself 

But no she realizes that he was a jerk 

and still is 

It was probably wrong of her to ignore him the way she did 

but she is not sure why she acted this way 

she felt hurt and used 

For she found out something she shouldn't have 

It wouldn't have happened in the first place 

if he would have had said something 

Well things happen for a reason but 

she got carried away 

"Over a little time with him "

The phrase "This is our little secret"

Come in and out of  her head 

But as the pain in her heart clams down 

she wonders does he even remember or was it just 

a simple thing that he doesn't want to look back at 

As she sits there just wondering and wondering

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