IT HAS BEEN A YEAR SINCE I LOGGED INTO MY BLOG
BUT I FELT LIKE WRITING SOME THINGS ABOUT WHAT I HAVE BEEN DOING SO FAR
I WENT THROUGH A REALLY BAD BREAK UP , I THOUGHT THAT THIS GUY WAS THE ONE WE HAD A CONNECTION SO I THOUGHT BUT THINGS DIDNT WORK OUT
LATER ON I MET A GUY ALMOST 10 YEARS OLDER THAN ME THROUGH MY BROTHER I ALSO THOUGHT THAT THIS PERSON WAS EVRYTHING UNTIL HE SHOWED ME HIS TRUE COLORS HE WAS SEEING THREE GIRLS AT THE TIME WHILE I WAS GIVING HIM MY ALL. I GOT PREGNANT WITH HIS CHILD HE WAS ARRESTED WHEN I WAS 2 MONTH PREGNANT JUST TO FIND OUT THAT HE WAS WITH HIS EX GIRLFRIEND AND SHE WAS 4 MONTHS PREGNANT SHE LOST HER BABY AND 2 MONTHS LATER I WAS 4 MONTHS LONG WHEN I FELT A STRANGE SENSATION AND I WAS BLEEDING THIS WAS NOT AN EASY PROCESS TO TOP IT OFF I WAS ALONE THE MAN I LOVED THE FATHER OF MY SON WAS IN JAIL AND IT WAS SOOOO STRESSFUL BUT I MANAGED TO PULL THROUGH AND I STOOD STRONG NEXT TO THIS MAN I LOVED AFTER ALL THE THINGS HE HAD DONE TO ME I WAS THERE FOR HIM
HE CAME OUT ON SEPTEMBER 26, 2017 I HAD WAITED ALMOST 6 MONTHS AND WE WERE FINNALLY TOGETHER AND HE DID NOLT LAST MORE THE 2 WEEKS BEFORE HE WAS ARRESTED AGAIN I STOOD STRONG NEXT TO HIM AND WHAT EVER HE NEEDED BUT WHY NOW THAT EVERYTHING IS OKAY I MEET SOMEONE WHO LISTENS AND CARES BUT I DO NOT FEEL THE CONNECTION TO HIM BUT CANT SEEM TO NOT HAVE HIS PRSENCE AROUND ME CAN I BE DOING WONG BY COUNTINUING THIS OR IS IT ME JUST BEING TRIED OF WAITING FOR SOMEONE WHO MIGHT NOT EVEN CHANGE NO MATTER HOW MUCH HE HAS TOLD ME THAN SHOWED ME
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