Christmas is here but as she goes downstairs to check under her Christmas tree something she always  wanted was still not there and she is wondering where the only present she asked for could be on this day which was the only thing she ever wanted and still did not appear under her tree ....she only asked for one thing

It is a day away from Christmas and she is excited but disappointed as well
she feels there is something missing and can't get ahold of
With hope she believes that the holidays will let her forget before she returns to her regular day schedule

That special place she loved to go relax at has turned to a place she would like to avoid and not return but she can not turn away from it but she loves this place and every time she returns she remembers about that one special moment she spent with that supposed special someone but it was temporary, she tries to forget but succeeds and when she returns to that special place all her success is again blocked and a picture of them appears in her mind of that one special moment they spent together at that special place............

Deep down her heart 

There she sits just wondering and wondering 

She feels this pain and is not sure what it is 

She clutches her hand across her heart 

Still clutching her heart she screams

"Why me...Why "

Pain runs through her heart and it comes

and goes 

If she would have not fallen 

The way she did for this guy 

she would still be herself 

But no she realizes that he was a jerk 

and still is 

It was probably wrong of her to ignore him the way she did 

but she is not sure why she acted this way 

she felt hurt and used 

For she found out something she shouldn't have 

It wouldn't have happened in the first place 

if he would have had said something 

Well things happen for a reason but 

she got carried away 

"Over a little time with him "

The phrase "This is our little secret"

Come in and out of  her head 

But as the pain in her heart clams down 

she wonders does he even remember or was it just 

a simple thing that he doesn't want to look back at 

As she sits there just wondering and wondering

Anonymous 

“When you have a good friend that really cares for you and tries to stick in there with you, you treat them like nothing. Learn to be a good friend because one day you're gonna look up and say I lost a good friend. Learn how to be respectful to your friends, don't just start arguments with them and don't tell them the reason, always remember your friends will be there quicker than your family. Learn to remember you got great friends, don't forget that and they will always care for you no matter what. Always remember to smile and look up at what you got in life.”
― Marilyn Monroe

I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel.

-Maya Angelou

Where there is a will, there is a way. If there is a chance in a million that you can do something, anything, to keep what you want from ending, do it. Pry the door open or, if need be, wedge your foot in that door and keep it open.

-Pauline Kael

We are taught you must blame your father, your sisters, your brothers, the school, the teachers - but never blame yourself. It's never your fault. But it's always your fault, because if you wanted to change you're the one who has got to change.

-Katharine Hepburn

You are not here merely to make a living. You are here in order to enable the world to live more amply, with greater vision, with a finer spirit of hope and achievement. You are here to enrich the world, and you impoverish yourself if you forget the errand.

-Woodrow Wilson

Maybe this is a sign, I've been blind to reality...... You seemed so interested, could you tell me was it real or was it all in my head.........
--M.C

I see you with her and it crushes me inside, Guess I should stop thinking about you all the time, maybe this is what i need after all ....
--M.C

“Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter, and those who matter don't mind.”
― Bernard M. Baruch

Sitting there the girl who once believed everything was a fairy tale and that her prince charming was going to rescue her now has realized that she has been living in a lie and does not feel like her normal self she feel insecure and the prince charming she thought was going to rescue her turned out to be someone else she had expected and does not know what to do for the reason that she feels hurt but she tries to return her smile like it  was before but she knows its a fake smile although the rest of the world does not know about her fake smile......
--Anonymous

There was a girl who feels confused and she once wrote
"I don't know what to do anymore it really, really sucks that I get to see you everyday and you just act like nothing ever happened.
You know how that makes me feel..... Well I Guess not because you keep doing what you are doing to me and it is unfair ....., you told me all of these things like you would never forget but I feel like you have... you said that all you were looking for was a friendship well I guess not because I was just the wind in your way you didn't care if I blew or not.... but you did say a lot of things that now I think were all lies and not the complete truth, but I guess you might know how I feel or I guess not"
-C.L

That girl who knew she wasn't perfect but tired to be for you, That girl who wanted nothing more but to be there for you and love you was the only way she could. The girl who sees your flaws but values them as much That girl who still can't bring her self to hate you even though you probably deserve it, The girl who should have you but doesn't
 -Lily L

A true lover always feels in debt to the one he loves.

-Ralph W. Sockman

"I was the flower and you were the wind  who just blew right past me and did not care if you hurt me or not ...."
--C.L

“Cause sometimes, you just feel tired. Feel weak. And when you feel weak, you feel like you wanna just give up. But you gotta search within you. You gotta find that inner strength, and just pull that shit out of you. And get that motivation to NOT give up and NOT be a quitter. No matter how bad you wanna just fall flat on your face and collapse.”
― Eminem

“Deep grief sometimes is almost like a specific location, a coordinate on a map of time. When you are standing in that forest of sorrow, you cannot imagine that you could ever find your way to a better place. But if someone can assure you that they themselves have stood in that same place, and now have moved on, sometimes this will bring hope”
― Elizabeth Gilbert, Eat, Pray, Love

“It was easy to idealize someone you barely knew.”
― Nicholas Sparks, The Lucky One

“Sometimes the most ordinary things could be made extraordinary, simply by doing them with the right people.”
― Nicholas Sparks

“It was their secret, a secret meant for just the two of them, and she'd never been able to imagine how it would sound coming from someone else. But, somehow, he made it sound just right.”
― Nicholas Sparks, The Lucky One

Everyone thinks of Changing the world, but no one thinks of changing themselves.
 -Leo Tolstoy

“I am nothing special, of this I am sure. I am a common man with common thoughts and I've led a common life. There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten, but I've loved another with all my heart and soul, and to me, this has always been enough..” ― Nicholas Sparks, The Notebook

“They didn’t agree on much. In fact, they didn’t agree on anything. They fought all the time and challenged each other every day. But despite their differences, they had one important thing in common. They were crazy about each other.”
― Nicholas Sparks, The Notebook

“I’m in love with you, and I’m not in the business of denying myself the simple pleasure of saying true things. I’m in love with you, and I know that love is just a shout into the void, and that oblivion is inevitable, and that we’re all doomed and that there will come a day when all our labor has been returned to dust, and I know the sun will swallow the only earth we’ll ever have, and I am in love with you.”

-John Green (Fault in Our Stars)

“Because you are beautiful. I enjoy looking at beautiful people, and I decided a while ago not to deny myself the simpler pleasures of existence”
― John Green, The Fault in Our Stars

“You don't get to choose if you get hurt in this world...but you do have some say in who hurts you. I like my choices.”
― John Green, The Fault in Our Stars

 “So, it's not gonna be easy. It's gonna be really hard. We're gonna have to work at this every day, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, forever, you and me, every day. Will you do something for me, please? Just picture your life for me? Thirty years from now, forty years from now? What's it look like? If it's with him- go. Go! I lost you once, I think I can do it again, if I thought that's what you really wanted. But don't you take the easy way out.”
― Nicholas Sparks (The Notebook)

“My daddy said, that the first time you fall in love, it changes you forever and no matter how hard you try, that feeling just never goes away.”
― Nicholas Sparks, The Notebook

Stop letting people who do so  little for you control
 you so much of your mind, feelings, and emotions.
-Anonymous

You've got to always go back in time

if you want to move forward.

-Snoop Dogg

When you're true to who you are, amazing things happen.-Deborah Norville

There she sits wondering as she keeps a smile on her face not letting anyone know how she feels inside for she feels that she has been used by the one she believed would make her smile  every day and have a reason more in her life to smile and be happy but ..........
She has been played, getting told that she was in his thoughts,
She was not aware that he had someone else he thought about and made happy,
That really broke her but this time it was worse as for she had never felt this way for a certain someone, 
Now she tries to forget everything for it does not work and next thing you know she is back thinking about that bringing back moments she thought were special to her and to him but 
She tries every-way to forget him but he appears in her thoughts every time ..........
She is a shy girl that keeps everything inside and doesn't want any one to realize what she is going through, 
Today she doesn't feel like her self ever since that happened but she still tries to be herself around that person even though it hurts her when she sees him with other girls..., 
She tries to let go but his thoughts come back and she begins to wonder if he stills think about her.........

 “I wish I could freeze this moment, right here, right now and live in it forever.”
― Suzanne Collins, Catching Fire

Laugh and the world laughs with you, snore and you sleep alone. -Anthony Burgess

... while we flatter ourselves that things remain the same, they are changing under our very eyes from year to year, from day to day.
 - Charlotte Perkins Gilman

“When someone is crying, of course, the noble thing to do is to comfort them. But if someone is trying to hide their tears, it may also be noble to pretend you do not notice them.”
― Lemony Snicket, Horseradish

“Love can change a person the way a parent can change a baby- awkwardly, and often with a great deal of mess.”
― Lemony Snicket, Horseradish

It's the steady quiet, plodding ones who win in the lifelong race.
-Robert W. Service

When life is too easy for us, we must beware or we may not be ready to meet the blows which sooner or later come to everyone, rich or poor.

-Eleanor Roosevelt

“Sometimes when you sacrifice something precious, you're not really losing it. You're just passing it on to someone else.”

― Mitch Albom,

“Everybody has a secret world inside of them. I mean everybody. All of the people in the whole world, I mean everybody — no matter how dull and boring they are on the outside. Inside them they've all got unimaginable, magnificent, wonderful, stupid, amazing worlds... Not just one world. Hundreds of them. Thousands, maybe.”
― Neil Gaiman,

“I love people who make me laugh. I honestly think it's the thing I like most, to laugh. It cures a multitude of ills. It's probably the most important thing in a person.”
― Audrey Hepburn

“Everyone, at some point in their lives, wakes up in the middle of the night with the feeling that they are all alone in the world, and that nobody loves them now and that nobody will ever love them, and that they will never have a decent night's sleep again and will spend their lives wandering blearily around a loveless landscape, hoping desperately that their circumstances will improve, but suspecting, in their heart of hearts, that they will remain unloved forever. The best thing to do in these circumstances is to wake somebody else up, so that they can feel this way, too.”
― Lemony Snicket ( Horseradish)

“Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.”  
-Bob Marley

“There is neither happiness nor misery in the world; there is only the comparison of one state with another, nothing more. He who has felt the deepest grief is best able to experience supreme happiness. We must have felt what it is to die, Morrel, that we may appreciate the enjoyments of life. " Live, then, and be happy, beloved children of my heart, and never forget, that until the day God will deign to reveal the future to man, all human wisdom is contained in these two words, 'Wait and Hope.”

 ― Alexandre Dumas

“Girls are like apples...the best ones are at the top of the trees. The boys don't want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they just get the rotten apples that are on the ground that aren't as good, but easy. So the apples at the top think there is something wrong with them, when, in reality, they are amazing. They just have to wait for the right boy to come along, the one who's brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree...”
― Pete Wentz







“No matter how your heart is grieving, if you keep on believing, the dreams that you wish will come true.”
― Walt Disney Company

“Sometimes I don't get you,' I said.
She didn't even glance at me. She just smiled toward the television and said, 'You never get me. That's the whole point.”
― John Green, Looking for Alaska

“People die . . . so love them every day.
Beauty fades . . . so look before it's gone.
Love changes . . . but not the love you give.
And if you love, you'll never be alone.”
― L.J. Smith, Witchlight

“And then I felt sad because I realized that once people are broken in certain ways, they can't ever be fixed, and this is something nobody ever tells you when you are young and it never fails to surprise you as you grow older as you see the people in your life break one by one. You wonder when your turn is going to be, or if it's already happened.”
― Douglas Coupland, Life After God

“You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She's not perfect—you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break—her heart. So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there.”

― Bob Marley

“I've learned that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow. I've learned that you can tell a lot about a person by the way he/she handles these three things: a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights. I've learned that regardless of your relationship with your parents, you'll miss them when they're gone from your life. I've learned that making a "living" is not the same thing as making a "life." I've learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance. I've learned that you shouldn't go through life with a catcher's mitt on both hands; you need to be able to throw something back. I've learned that whenever I decide something with an open heart, I usually make the right decision. I've learned that even when I have pains, I don't have to be one. I've learned that every day you should reach out and touch someone. People love a warm hug, or just a friendly pat on the back. I've learned that I still have a lot to learn. I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel.”
― Maya Angelou

“This life is what you make it. No matter what, you're going to mess up sometimes, it's a universal truth. But the good part is you get to decide how you're going to mess it up. Girls will be your friends - they'll act like it anyway. But just remember, some come, some go. The ones that stay with you through everything - they're your true best friends. Don't let go of them. Also remember, sisters make the best friends in the world. As for lovers, well, they'll come and go too. And baby, I hate to say it, most of them - actually pretty much all of them are going to break your heart, but you can't give up because if you give up, you'll never find your soul mate. You'll never find that half who makes you whole and that goes for everything. Just because you fail once, doesn't mean you're gonna fail at everything. Keep trying, hold on, and always, always, always believe in yourself, because if you don't, then who will, sweetie? So keep your head high, keep your chin up, and most importantly, keep smiling, because life's a beautiful thing and there's so much to smile about.”

― Marilyn Monroe

"When one door of happiness closes, another opens, but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one that has been opened for us."
-Helen Keller

Hello here is a quote to start off
"Life is one big road with lots of signs. So when you ride through the ruts, don't complicate your mind. Flee from hate, mischief, and jealousy. Don't bury your thoughts, put your vision to reality. Wake Up and Live! "
-Bob Marley

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